After trying so many times, and getting so many negative results, the pain will still remain in my heart and mind. Nothing can really ease the pain or cause it to be gone totally.
Decided to start trying again quickly.
And this time round, Dr wants me to try a Letrozole thaw cycle.
Basically I will be on Letrozole from D2-D6 of cycle, go back for scannings, once the lining is of an acceptable size, HCG will be used to trigger ovulation, and Progresterone will be given as support medication.
Father, I lift myself into Your mighty hands. You said in Your Word that You will always be faithful even when we are faithless. We have seen the mighty things You have done for others, and what You have done for us in the past. We believe in Your heart even when we cannot see Your hand, we believe You are in utmost control over all our circumstances, and we believe everything will be according to what You have arranged for it to be. May this cycle be the start for the miracle we have been waiting for.
Having a headache today, which I think should be attributed to the Letrozole I am on as I do not have headaches normally.
Started eating alot of those foods to prepare for lining like Pomegrante juice (1 cup), chicken essence (1 portion), brazil nuts (3 a day), red bean soup (*), red dates & longan drink (1 bottle).
* When Tramp was trying to cook the red bean soup for me using the Soup Maker, we used up all the red beans we bought… hahaha.. =D
1st batch, he soaked them in the Soup Maker for more than 24 hours, opened the Soup Maker can smell the sour smell, I told him to throw that batch out.
2nd batch, he chose paste, and the pandan leaves were blended into the soup, and the taste was horrible, so out goes the 2nd batch.
3rd batch, he chose stew, so the soup was drinkable, but the beans are all still very hard, so we can only drink the soup, but the beans cannot be enjoyed, but the Soup Maker does make everything easier. Red bean soup to be enjoyed in 1 hour (additional time needed to soak the beans and soften them).