I just felt so much from these words now. They explained alot of changes that happened to me these few months.
The experience is unique, treasurable, special and only belongs to me. The experience may not be a positive one, it may bring tears into my eyes when I think about it, but it really did change me. And it changed me in a special way. It teaches me about things which I may not have done previously.
I had enjoyed the whole process of experiencing and learning for this event and I have no regrets about it. It is a valuable experience which will always mean something to me. No matter how long time may have passed from the whole event.